I dont know about any of that anymore. The other day i got a call frum my grl sayin dat she was hiding frum her ex, cuz he said he was going 2 kill her. i couldnt make it 2 b with her i didnt have a car at the tym and it was a 30mile walk. i prayed 2 god 2 keep her safe 4 me since ther was no way i could make it there. The next day i got a call saying she had been murdered by dat bitch ass muthafuka. i feel lik da biggest peice of shit in da world 4 not being able 2 go 2 her and protect her frum dat fukn bastard. i loved her more den anything else and god let her get takin away frum me, da 1 fukn thing i cared about. i dont know what 2 belive anymore bsides dat if he is there he doesnt care about us and dis is all sumkinda game 2 him. i jus dont know wat 2 do anymore...
Is It Me Or Do People Think "God" Is Here To Keep People Alive For Eternity?.. Cant Have Good Without Bad.. Cant Have Life Without Death etc etc..
^^^TRUE THAT. ME I BELEIVE IN GOD BUT IM NOT A FAN OF RELIGION CUZ I THINK RELEGION DEVIDES THE WORLD MAJORITY OF THE WARS ARE BASED ON MOTHERFUCKERS ARGUING ABOUT RELIGION. EACH CLAIMS THAT THEIRS ARE THE RIGHT WAY. THE WAY I SEE IT I JUST TRY TO BE A GOOD PERSON NOW TRY TO BE HUMBLE AND BASICALLY JUST LIVE MY LIFE YOU DONT HAVE TO GO TO CHURCH TO WORSHIP GOD HONESTLY TO ME THE ONLY THING YOU GET OUTTA CHURCH BESIDES THE SERMON IF THE FAMILY BONDING WITH THE MEMBERS THERE. I THINK THATS THE WHOLE BASIS OF IT
Dont be so hard on yourself, nothin you could of done..it was outta ure hands.
about God??
i believe, i have faith...but i also believe we create our own future and also live our own lifes and also are capable of good and bad things...its just a shame at times the bad outweighs the good.