what it does errbody? for those who know, whats hannin?...for those who don't know, what's hannin?
This past year has been bullshit for me...these last few months even more so....Alotta fucked up shit was goin on but through it all it helped me get on a new path...not like i found Christ or nothin, but i just decided to do shit differently....Its alotta people who did shit i did n went throught shit i went through n at times i just feel like talkin bout shit just to get it off my chest freal....so if you went through, or goin through somethin similar then fuck wit me n read this...it aint nothin special, just somethin to put up on the site really...feedback is appreciated
I came a long way from the gang bangin n trappin Always dreamed of success n now im makin it happen Motivated, in action to be more than a statistic More than the nigga on the corner with the biscuit More than the nigga found in water with the fishes
ughhh.....arrd here we go
My story is too long to put in a single verse for this site so i'll start from where i realized i need to take a turn for whats right....
Im on my way back from the county out in southeast OG hit my phone n he talkin bout trees He wanted a sac, so im on my way to make the sale.. Only had two bags so i figure i'll make a deal I get there n we chillin, conversatin for a second Then we go to exchange so i can hit my exit Next thing you know, the white bois come runnin wit the weapons "POLICE, POLICE" screamin like we dnt know they detectives Now im gettin cuffed, thinkin bout what my bail gon be N I Hear OG puttin blame on me........
*We get cuffed n he say "what yall puttin me in these handuffs for", the one officer say "we're detaining you, you're not under arrest"...he wildin talkn bout "If i aint under arrest then take these cuffs off me" officer find my pakk n they say "Now you're under arrest" he say "That ain't mine, ya'll said ya'll seen him throw it right?"*
Its death before dishonor, nigga i know how the codes go I woulda ate the charge REGARDLESS i know how it go Folk Sayin what he said, now patna thats a no no I'da been X'd for sayin that cause that's how it go yo
Well they let me out on recon n i come home to some bullshit Pops n moms trippin im just thinkin its some bullshit Til i start listenin to my mother n i see her start to cry At that moment i felt like i ought to die
Why put her through all this? Why put myself through all this? Im all she got, why stress her with all this?
But im 18 n i been bangin since a wee tike I dnt know nothin else man i cant leave the street life No longer a juvenile now i got an adult record So now im fucked up n i can't do no better Cause I wanna go to college, but how ima get to? With a drug charge on your record they aint gonna accept you
ughhh....
Arrd look this shit gonna be long lol so i'ma just post it in parts...this is part one then, i'll put another one up later....
sup fam? long time no talk, nice piece here, real shit.. def lookin forward to the part two, if you get time, check out my new mixtape, its in the audio forums, "keyz to the city".. holla..
9/22/2009 1:15:02 PM
